Post by foofoo on Jul 20, 2007 18:46:40 GMT -5
Hi guys! 
I'm Lebanese living in Lebanon and I don't know the way I feel about. It is just weird. 
I try my best not to hate it because it's my contry after all ya3ni. I just can't stand a lot of stuff going here (like half of the Lebanese), I can't stand living without jobs, we live like idiots! I hate the fact that whenever I go people ask me if I'm shi3i or Christian. I hate the sexual stuff there, I can't stand the cheap girls who represent 88% of Lebanon, I have an allergy with their weather, college SUCKS! And I better not mention the shame we have in our country! In mean the political problems our country is facing is a shame to us. we couldn't handle a couple of Palestinian refugees and we had a big war ahleyi before and now the same thing. ya3ni each time somebody messes with us, the country 99% dies! have u guys seen Lebanon in the war? our stupid idiot started the whole stupid thing and in a couple of weeks, half of Lebanon was ruin! 
i feel ashamed just by saying his name! and i feel shame whenever i remember these stupid facts that burned Lebanon! But yet, I like my country, I can't help it. I try my best to get over the HELL it causes for me so that I just don't hate it. Anyways, I honestly think of going out and live in another country although I know the fact that I will miss it, I just have no idea why I miss it anyway! But I know I will cz I have been out and I miss it like hell anyway, everybody misses his country when he is out, I just don't know why.
I just wish Lebanon could be a better place so that I live in it!
I'm Lebanese living in Lebanon and I don't know the way I feel about. It is just weird. 
I try my best not to hate it because it's my contry after all ya3ni. I just can't stand a lot of stuff going here (like half of the Lebanese), I can't stand living without jobs, we live like idiots! I hate the fact that whenever I go people ask me if I'm shi3i or Christian. I hate the sexual stuff there, I can't stand the cheap girls who represent 88% of Lebanon, I have an allergy with their weather, college SUCKS! And I better not mention the shame we have in our country! In mean the political problems our country is facing is a shame to us. we couldn't handle a couple of Palestinian refugees and we had a big war ahleyi before and now the same thing. ya3ni each time somebody messes with us, the country 99% dies! have u guys seen Lebanon in the war? our stupid idiot started the whole stupid thing and in a couple of weeks, half of Lebanon was ruin! 
i feel ashamed just by saying his name! and i feel shame whenever i remember these stupid facts that burned Lebanon! But yet, I like my country, I can't help it. I try my best to get over the HELL it causes for me so that I just don't hate it. Anyways, I honestly think of going out and live in another country although I know the fact that I will miss it, I just have no idea why I miss it anyway! But I know I will cz I have been out and I miss it like hell anyway, everybody misses his country when he is out, I just don't know why.I just wish Lebanon could be a better place so that I live in it!
